don't ever get used to the fact that someone cares so deeply for you that they have made a commitment to love you forever.
each day let it sink in slowly as you roll over to watch their sleeping face. let the truth of the idea wash over you, a wave of shock every time.
you're not worth it, but don't dwell on that. instead envelop and grow and harvest and relish in the love, and maybe some day you'll be worth it.
each day, let it surround you quickly in the moments you hold your fists clenched. let the hope of the promise rain down on you, drowning your dark thoughts every time.
don't ever get used to the fact that someone cares so deeply for you... that they have made a commitment.. to love..you..forever.
let the covenant bring you to your knees every time.